Let's start small...

Nothing profound can fall from my lips in this exhausted moment. And I won't tell you that I have even one answer for you. Perhaps Alice said it best when the Caterpillar asked, "Who are you?"

"I--I hardly know, Sir, just at present--at least I know who I was when I got up this morning, but I think I must have changed several times since then."

And so it began with who I was, and proceeds into who at am at this very moment. If you are thinking like the Caterpillar, "I don't see"; take heart, because soon, you will.