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I am very tired. It's not making me cranky, but definitely impatient.
I am impatient.
Snappish, even. Then dead. My brain isn't working properly.
I am nursing six wounds. I am trying to forget, forgive, ignore, repress. Something. I have to go though, so no time to shoot the shit. I shouldn't spend so much energy on this anyway.
Disgusted. Disgustingly impatient.
posted by macaroon at 5:19 PM
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I can relate to being completely exhausted.
I'm losing it completely but I accept and embrace it so now it's welcome in any form at any time however it or he or she feels like dishing it out.
I can't sleep. I've been an insomniac since birth and now I am a pro.
I also spend too much energy on this thing, you can tell bny the many changes in appearence my blog has made over the past couple weeks.
Does this mean that I'm not satisfied or that I'm crazy or schizo or just that I'm bored and/or loney, I don't know...?
Stop hurting yourself because I'm a sucker for a damsel in disress.
Get some rest and shake it off, I feel and sense that you have the quality within you required to work well under pressure as do I so suck it up and let it ride Lady Lola, later...
Blu~
Yeah, Blu.
I'm sucking it up. I always suck it up. It's not such a bad thing to be the one who gets everyone else through their shit. But when it's your own shit, who then?
I just don't feel like I can hand weight, baggage, responsibility, hurt, pain, whatever it is...over, and if I do, it's reluctantly and with a lot of guilt.
I'm sure you're neither crazy nor schizophrenic. You're just figuring your shit out. I'm looking at a massive overhaul myself right now, but I can't seem to prepare myself for it.
But I will. Because better than most, I can suck it up, and I have sucked it up, and I will continue to suck it up. I won't fall apart because it's not my turn yet. One day though, my shit will be more important than other people's shit, and I won't suck it up. I'll just be sad, maybe even angry. The right way. And maybe then it won't be so hard. Cause right now, I'm hanging on to all this shit for later.
Stop worrying about me. I'm always okay.
Peace, baby.
Nursing six wounds? An act of self-destruction I wonder.
I hope your OK Lola, people care about you and stuff. I know it's not nice to hurt, you are a mystrey to me and I'm not sure what exactly is going on for you but I hope everything works out in the end.
Oh, I'm not worrying by any means. Back in May I posted a story called The Rocking ChairI think you may like it. Click on this LINK and scroll to the very bottom to the last post on the page and read it if you like.
And I wasn't trying to sound insensitive because I know it wouldn't phase you anyway but
but I like your feedack and your style and would hate to lose it due to mushy stuff, ya' know, later...
Blu~
I relate! I am VERY impatient!
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